Awakening

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Lake Varpanen, Hannu Jokela 2016

July 2016

Raudan synty/ The Birth of Iron                                              

Yes, I know the birth of iron
I understand the origin of steel

Water is the oldest of brothers
Iron is the youngest of brothers

 Here with us the nights come alone
Alone the dawn comes
Alone is born the Maiden of Death
Maiden of Death the Mother of Earth
Alone is born, alone grows
Alone is born, alone grows

 At the vast open marshes
swinging in quagmire pendulum

 Laid asleep in grass so good
Earth’s girl low maiden
Laid asleep in grass so good
on top of a beautiful heath
forgot her bosom open
forgot her bosom open
and spilled to the ground her milk
thus trickled the white liquid
From bosom so ample
From nipples of the maiden

Where she exuded the black milk
there was the origin of soft iron
Where she oozed the white milk
there was the origin of steel
Where she seeped the red milk
there was the origin pig iron

Wolf ran along the marshes
The bear roamed the isthmus
The marshes rose beneath the wolf
The isthmus at the paws of the bear
There arose the iron
There grew the steel
at the footsteps of the wolf
by the paws of a bear
Will not born iron
without fiery fire
and will not become tough
without immersing into water

Water is the oldest of brothers
Iron is the youngest of brothers

Sonichits.com, Veera Voima: Raudan synty [Online] https://sonichits.com/video/Veera_Voima/Raudan_synty  [Accessed 8 July 2016]

Starting point 08.07.2016

Before I start to write about my final project, my background study for this project, my objectives and also about the actual process of making my screendance film I want to present the final outcome of my project which is a short screendance film called MamiWata in which I explore movement through lyrics and environment.

My film is a site-specific or to be more exact a site-responsive dance film about Scandinavian mythology, water and nature. MamiWata (Mother Water) itself means water spirit and it is the name for water deity which is celebrated throughout much of Africa and the African Atlantic. It is often portrayed as a mermaid, a snake charmer, or a combination of both. She is widely believed to have “overseas” origins, and her depictions have been profoundly influenced by representations of ancient, indigenous African water spirits, European mermaids, Hindu gods and goddesses, and Christian and Muslim saints (Africa.si.edu, Arts for Water Spirits in Africa and Its Diasporas [Online]. Available from: https://africa.si.edu/exhibits/mamiwata/intro.html [Accessed 7 August 2016]).

In Scandinavian mythology there are also stories and myths about water spirits and beliefs how people have seen those spirits. It was told that water spirits were capable to move above the ground and amongst people by taking for example a human or an animal form. These spirits had different kind of names (Näck, Hiisi, Ahti) and by knowing its name and by saying its name loud was sending these spirits back to water where they were assumed to live and belong to. People were afraid of these creatures and they highly appreciated them (Kvideland, R. and Sehmsdorf, H.K. 2010: 252-259).

In my film my character is going back to that place it belongs to. It is a journey from captivity to freedom and a journey from dry land into water. The story is not following a certain myth but it is mixing these Scandinavian myths about water and peoples beliefs about these water spirits. In this film I explored my own roots and my relation ship with nature and water through movement.

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Otava, Hannu Jokela 2016

My background

I have always been interested in narratives, fictions and fairytales. When I was a little child my mother used to tell fairytales, which were written by famous authors like Hans Christian Andersen(Denmark) and Grimm Brothers (Jacob and Wilhelm Grimm, German) to me and my brothers. Those stories intrigued me by nourishing my imagination and by feeding my creativity as a child. It was also a way to escape the reality and a way to concentrate to listen those fairytales which were told by my mother. Those reading sessions were important part of my childhood and in a way those moments combined me, my mother and my siblings. Ever since I have been fascinated about fantasy, myths and beliefs.

Telling and listening stories is a social phenomenon that combines people all around the world. These myths and beliefs can affect on people’s customs and policies. Fiction can, for example, function as an adult way to try to get children to believe in them for pedagogical reasons. A good example of this kind of behaviour could be parents way to scare their children about non-existed and supernatural beings in order to keep their children away from harm (Kvideland, R. and Sehmsdorf, H.K. 2010: 20-21).

I believe that fairytales and especially different kind of myths and beliefs are telling something about human nature, our society and also something about values in different cultures. It is a talent to tell a story and also a talent to listen a story. If you catch a good story you want to hear more. You want to nourish your appetite to be surprised and to be excited.

Remembering my childhood and thinking about those experiences I had in my past in reference to those shared moments with my mother I started to think about myself, my personality and things that I have been chosen in my life. I thought about what kind of decisions I have made during my life and how my decisions have affected on me as a person. I found out that I have always been interested in telling stories through movement. I am not only interested in abstract movement. I would like to learn more about story telling in order to make contemporary dance movement vocabulary more achievable for those people who usually do not come to see contemporary dance performances because they find those performances too hard to understand.

Exploring my roots and my personal history led me to my home country, Finland. I thought about those environments and places where I have lived during my life. I tried to find some kind of uniting cause or element and finally I found the one. The uniting element for myself was water and the biodiversity of Finnish nature. I have always lived near water and it is commonly known that Finland is the Land of a Thousand lakes. Finland is also known out of its clean nature. This project is a journey back to my roots and also an exploration to resources of myself (VisitFinland.com, Land of a thousand lakes. [Online]. Available from: http://www.visitfinland.com/article/the-water-of-life/ [Accessed 16 August 2016]). 

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Otava, Hannu Jokela 2016

Objectives

What is the purpose of my project?

Before I embarked my thesis work and before I started to explore my theme, which in my case is water and nature in Finnish mythology, I decided that I want to learn more about Scandinavian folklore, folk beliefs and rural oral traditions. In my case I will concentrate on Finnish folklore and myths that are related to water and nature (Kvideland, R. and Sehmsdorf, H.K. 2010: 3).

I will also explore water as one of the elements. It is exciting to learn more about how water affects on movement and how does it leads my choreographic decision-making. I would also like to know more about how the camera and especially how the action camera called Turnigy is working in wet conditions and also under water. I want to know does it bring any extra value to my project and what kind of effect it brings into my work especially when exploring water as an element.

My project is also a possibility for myself to learn more about myself and more about my personal roots. It is a dive into my personal history and it tells something about my way of appreciating nature and its biological diversity. I want to expand my knowledge and notion about site-specific dance performance and to continue my journey into site-responsive dance. Working with natural environment is a way to study more about how I am responding and experiencing space.

Although I am doing a solo project and not collaborating with other practitioners I find that I am communicating and responding impulses that certain environments provide. It is a way to activate my imagination and to deepen my relationship with space and environment. It is intriguing to examine for example how my own mood and alertness, topography, weather conditions and temperature affect on me when performing or practicing outside.

Finally, I would like to explore how choreographed movement behave when it is taken outside from studio environment. One of my aim is also to study how I can use words and lyrics to make choreography and how much music itself affects on choreographic process.

Planning my project

Initial plan

The actual process and the preparation for my project started at the beginning of July 2016 when I started to outline my project. My initial plan was to make a site-specific screendance film about loneliness as a social phenomenon and the other theme was water. I soon realised that it was too much for myself to deal with these two themes and I decided to make some changes to my plans.

My original idea was to make a screendance film based on interviews about loneliness and my plan was to use those interviews as a foundation for my potential choreography. I realised that I did not have enough time or recourses to make and to analyse those interviews. It should have been a hard thing to do because usually in Finland July is a holiday season and it is said that whole Finland is closed during that month. It means that it is hard to reach people to be part of the projects. When I realised that I decided to leave my initial idea and concentrate on exploring my other existing theme. That theme was water.

Main themes

Water and Finnish nature

 

Finland is considered as a land of a thousand lakes and Finland is also well-known of the purity of its nature. When you browse different kind of travel guides and brochures about Finland you can find out that those guides describe Finland as a place where the water is clean and where  protecting waters is a national concern. It is also said that Finns feel a certain closeness to the element of water and it is a source of livelihood for many people in Finland (VisitFinland.com, Land of a thousand lakes [Online]Available from: http://www.visitfinland.com/article/the-water-of-life/ [Accessed 16 August 2016]).

We people are dependent on water. We need water for living but at the same time it can be extremely destructive element that can swipe human life out of this earth when thinking about floods, tsunamis and other natural disasters that it causes. Water is an important element when we are thinking about humankind, humanity and life. It is an element that supports life and it is significant when thinking about human being’s survival. It is also a driving force behind life and growth. Human has concurred seas and oceans and also visited space but there are still places and abysses in Earths oceans that have not been discovered yet. It is a foreign territory that appeals, amazes and also frightens us.

In my film I used music that was composed by Finnish folk musician called Veera Voima and I found a song called Raudan synty/The Birth of Iron which is based on a poem from the Finnish national epic called Kalevala. The song was performed by a folk music group called Suden aika/ The Time of the Wolf and the song was from their album called Laiturilla.

When I listened the lyrics of this particular song, it was taken me back to my youth when me and my family lived in Eastern Finland in a little village called Varpanen. From my opinion, it was extremely remote village when we moved there and I thought that it was in the middle of nowhere. I took that place for granted and I did not appreciate the beauty of that place until I was an adult. By going back to those days when I was a youngster was a starting point for me to use Varpanen and nearby forest areas and lakes as a scenery for my film. I wanted to go back to my roots and also give a value to that place and nature which have affected on me. 

For me nature itself is a place where I go to find peace and tranquillity. It is a place where I go to calm myself.  It brings me closer to myself and it is a way of release anxiety and tress. When I started my thesis project it was obvious for me to work with different kind of sites and places. First, I started to think about my own interests and in what kind of natural environments I would like to work at.

By listening the song, I felt myself attached to the lyrics of this song and by listening it over and over again I decided that I will use these lyrics as a base for my choreography and as a reason to choose sites for my project. In a next chapter I will tell more about these sites and about those reasons why I chose those places.

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Lake Varpanen Hannu Jokela 2016

Seven different sites

  • Cabin in the woods
  • Three different lakes: Lake Varpanen, Lake Hietanen and Lake Ala-Kuomio
  • Bog
  • Two different woodland areas: dry woodland area and fir forest

In a book called Making Video Dance: a step-by step guide to creating dance for screen, practitioner and award-winning director Katrina McPherson says that spaces, and how you choose to present them on screen affect how the viewers interpret what they are seeing. She also argues that environment brings with it certain resonances and even quite specific associations. Because of that it is therefore vital to think where to film your completed video dance work and she advices you to begin to imagine what your video dance is going to look like before you decide in what sort of environment it will be filmed (McPherson, K. 2006: 64).

One of my ideas was to film in a Lake Hietanen, Lake Ala-Kuomio and Lake Varpanen which are located near each other. The first image I had in my head was the image of underwater images and I chose those lakes because they were familiar to me and because I had an insight that water in those lakes was clear. Usually the water in Finnish lakes is bit muddy and murky.

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Mäntyharju, Hannu Jokela 2016

Secondly, I wanted to add more environments into my film. I wanted to introduce Finnish nature and I decided to present coniferous woods and the diversity of it. I decided to film in two forest areas near those lakes I mentioned at the beginning of this chapter.

Thirdly, I remembered that my youngest brother had introduced me an abandoned cabin near my parents home in Varpanen about a year ago. The reason to choose this place was because I wanted to add a remote and abandoned element in to my film. For me this cabin represents the beginning of a journey for my character in my short dance film. Because my film is also loosely based on Scandinavian myths about water I wanted to use Scandinavian mythology to create my character and to tell this abstract story behind my film.

Finally, the reason why I chose the bog to be one of my sites was also because of my characters journey. I wanted my characters journey to begin from the dry land and to end into water. I also chose this bog near my familys summer place because I wanted to show environment that is a passage into water. It is a place that is related to water because of its humid nature and usually in Finland especially in Eastern Finland there are bogs that run into lakes. 

 

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Mäntyharju, Hannu Jokela 2016

The meaning of site

Practitioner Katarina McPherson finds that one of the great challenges of filming dance on location is to have the choreography interact with the space. She also says that there are techniques you can try to integrate the element. For example, when you are working in a certain space she suggests that instead of pushing props out to the edges, try pulling things into the centre, thereby forcing the choreography and the location together. When dancers are moving around and through, and even touch objects, it will create a feeling that dancers actions belong in the location (McPherson, K. 2006:68).

For me site is a companion that enables me to explore movement and also space. It is not just a backdrop for my movement. It is a tool that allows me to play with my creativity and it nourish my enthusiasm to study the interconnection and interaction between me and space. Before I start to plan my storyboard and even before I start to plan choreography I usually spend time in a certain site and I let the environment and the atmosphere of that environment affect on me. It is like a spiritual experience that helps me to feel more connected to space and environment. It helps me to be more aware and alive in this particular moment. It is a way to be more truthful to myself and a way to find my own voice as an artist.

During the time when I was filming material for my short screendance film called MamiWata I spent a lot of time in different outdoor locations. Every of those locations were different from each other and it was intriguing how different locations affect on me and on choreography. There were also parts that were choreographed especially for this project. Although some of the material was choreographed, I wanted to give some space for a certain location to affect on my movement. I was touching and feeling and also using all of my senses to interact with environment. Because of the amount of stimulus around me I used a lot of touching and seeing things to really get the sense of my surroundings without doing compromises with the choreography.

For me it is really important to be open when you approach or interact with a certain environment. It gives me time to play and explore. It is a way to look movement and space from different angle and perspective. For me it is an opportunity to deepen my self-awareness and look behind the space.

Work in natural environment

American contemporary dance practitioner and pioneer Anna Halprins work is based on three beliefs. She believes that ‘ the human body is a microcosm of the earth ‘, processes of nature offer aesthetic guidelines and nature is a healer. She emphasizes the physicality of response when working outside and the importance of heightening awareness through opening up the senses and ‘isolating them so that you can focus on what’s there’ (Worth, L. and Poynor, H. 2004: 32).

When I started to do choreography to my short film called MamiWata I had already read about Anna Halprin and about her principles. When I first read about Halprin I was fascinated about the way she has approach movement and choreography. I felt that I had found an artist or a person who shares same kind of ideas about work in natural environment that I have had in my head for many years. Exploring Halprin’s work and art was encouraging. I knew that I wanted to know and study more about work in natural environment. It was a starting point for myself to study movement and choreography outside the dance studio.

Natural environment makes you feel small but at the same time it makes you feel that you are part of this planet and part of our cosmos. It helps me to keep my feet on the ground and I feel myself more grounded and more down to earth. Natural environment and especially nature intrigues me and I would like to spend more time exploring and studying more about natural elements such as water and air.

Choreographic process. Using choreographed material and improvisation

I started my choreographic process at the beginning of July 2016. I thought that I will use improvisation but I also decided that I will do choreography for my film. First, I started to gather material and exercises that I can use as a base for my choreography. I went through materials that I have used in my earlier projects but I soon found out that those exercises did not work for this particular project. When I realised that I thought that maybe I just improvise and film that but it did not work either. I almost skipped the idea of using my own choreographed material but then suddenly I got an idea: How about using the lyrics of the song I was using in my film as a base for my movement? After that discovery, using lyrics became a focal point of my choreography.

When I worked with the lyrics I was using movement symbols that represented each word of this folksong. For example, if I had a word yes‘ I created a movement for it and every time where there in the lyrics was a word yes‘ I repeated that movement. Creating a movement symbol for every word of this song I created a movement sequence that was reproducible. In a way I created my own sign language for this project and used lyrics because I wanted to concentrate to the written text.

During the time I spent at the dance studio I was a little bit sceptic about the material that I was creating. I wondered how this material will work on a natural location but I also decided that I let the environment to affect on my movement. By allowing that I was giving a chance for myself and environment to communicate.

The choreographed material that we can see in my film is a reflection or an interpretation of that choreography that I invented at the studio. Choreographed material helped me to improvise and it was exciting to discover how much site itself affects on movement. It was also intriguing how much space itself affects on me as a performer and how does it help me to create different kind of atmospheres. Especially when I was working with water.

Emotions

I can not ignore emotions when I am talking about atmosphere and how space affects on me as a performer. Practitioner Kent De Spain argues that it is hard to imagine improvisation completely devoid of emotion, but it is rare to see improvisers working with emotion in any range or depth. He sees that emotions are there if we want them. He says that he knows emotions because he feels them in himself and has felt them before, and such states can be triggered by all sorts of things: from physical changes to images to interaction with others to intellectual choices (De Spain, K. 2014: 142-143).

For me performing is a thing that helps me to deal with my emotions. Because of my personality as an emotional and sensitive person I can not avoid emotions to be part of me when performing and exploring movement. It is not therapy for me but it helps me to be open and present. Dealing with emotions also helps me to be me and they give me a feeling that I am engaged to movement and space. Following my emotions assist me to be more truthful to myself and I would like to share these emotions with my audience.

De Spain also sees that improvisation is not therapy for him. He sees that improvisation allows us to put a frame around emotions, to give it shape and context. He wants his improvisation and his experiences on stage to touch his audiences experiences in a more meaningful way, a more human way, and sometimes our emotions are as human as we get (De Spain, K. 2014: 150).

Working with the element

Finally, I would like to say something about working with water. Water has always been an element that has fascinated me but also frightened me. It was obvious from the very beginning of my project that I want to explore this element. I was eager to learn more about moving and filming under water. During filming I realised that it was a bit hard to concentrate to do the actual filming and performing at the same time. I got help from my brother and my partner helped me to do the filming but I was a bit overwhelmed about the amount of work I had. Although it was rewarding and thrilling.

I really enjoyed working with water and I learned that there are always certain kind of risks. It was also interesting to find out that it is hard to practice those things beforehand you plan to do in water. Water brings obstacles and also opportunities and because of that I used the action camera called Turnigy for filming under water. Filming under water was possible with Turnigy because you can put the camera into waterproof case that protects the camera. By using Turnigy helped me to play with the element and movement. Every time when I went into water and started to film I felt different. I really enjoyed the play with water and in the future I would like to continue my exploration with this element and study more about how does it affects on movement.

 

About music and sounds

Before I even started my project I already had a musician in my head with whom I wanted to work with. The folk song that is in my film is called Raudan synty/ The Birth of Iron and it is composed by Finnish folk musician, singer and teacher Veera Voima. The song is performed by a folk music group called Suden aika/ The Time of the Wolf and it is from their album called Laiturilla. The reason why I decided to use this song was because its quite organic song and it represents Finnish folk tradition which I wanted to interpret in MamiWata.

Raudan synty/ The Birth of Iron is based on a poem that can be found from Kalevala. Kalevala is the Finnish national epic which is edited and completed by Elias Lönnrot on the basis of the epic folk poems he had collected in Finland and Karelia. The first edition of the Kalevala appeared in 1835. It introduces this poetic song tradition, archaic trochaic tetrametre, which had been part of the oral tradition among speakers of Balto-Finnic languages for two thousand years. The poem that is used to create the actual song is the ninth poem of Kalevala (Finnish Literature Society, Kalevala [Online]. Available from: http://neba.finlit.fi/kalevala/index.php?m=154&l=2  [Accessed 8 August 2016]).

First time when I listened this song I was getting quite emotional and I really enjoyed the way this song was composed. I like the idea that there are only few instruments and the main emphasis is on singing. I admire how the singers are using their voices to create this mystical atmosphere around this song. For me this song is like some kind of spell or conjuring. It helped me to do choreography and to improvise and I felt that it affected on my work in a positive way.

Sonichits.com, Veera Voima: Raudan synty [Online] https://sonichits.com/video/Veera_Voima/Raudan_synty  [Accessed 8 July 2016]

Challenges

During this process I felt myself a little bit lonely and small. I had some doubts about my abilities to create material that would be interesting or meaningful especially for myself but I think that those kind of moments when you feel yourself uncertain and weak are important when thinking about my own growth as an artist. You have to learn to deal with those kind of feelings and emotions. I think that if you want to learn or to discover something new, you have to come out of your comfort zone. You have to take that risk that everything goes wrong and you should always stand behind your decisions. Sometime a mistake can be an opportunity.

Secondly, I think that the actual making of my film was really exhausting because I did everything from choreography to editing by myself. I got help from my partner and also from my brother to film the whole short film but I realised that in the future I should collaborate with other practitioners in order to give myself more time to concentrate for example to make choreography or to film my work.

Finally, I have to say something about those locations and environments I decided to use. In the future I think that it would be wise to choose only one or couple of sites to film at. Then I would have more time to concentrate to actual interaction between me and environment and it would give me more time to spend time in a certain environment. I also learned that you should spend more time testing those movement ideas in a particular site and always remember to assess risks beforehand in order to avoid accidents to happen.

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Lake Varpanen, Hannu Jokela 2016

Future plans

My future plan is to continue my journey as a dance artist who wants to learn and study more about film making. I see film making as an opportunity to explore and expand my knowledge and insights about dance and making choreography. During my MA Dance studies at Bath Spa University I realised that I should give more respect for myself and I should believe in myself and my abilities as an artist. During my studies I started a journey that will continue in the future.

I still have a lot to learn and I would like to know more about the way how to tell narratives and how to give a voice to ordinary people like you and me. I want to find ways to touch people, their emotions and interact with them through movement and through narratives behind people.

 

 

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Kvideland, R. and Sehmsdorf, H.K. (2010) Scandinavian Folk Beliefs and Legend. Minneapolis: The University of Minnesota Press.

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Space between, space within

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Kalevankangas Cemetery, Mia Tiihonen 2016

Creative Practice II
Reflective journal

Starting point
February 2016

In the very beginning of February 2016, a dear friend and colleague of mine contacted me to ask me to do a collaboration with the Finnish dance company called TanssiBoxi. My friend is a founder of that company and I have danced in the company for almost ten years already. Without any hesitation I accepted the offer because I wanted to work with a small group and expand my own awareness and knowledge about managing a small group; to understand what it really means to organize and arrange things especially when you are away from the country where the actual filming was taking place; to cope with the challenges that occur; and to understand how much this experience might change my views and attitudes towards team work.

The fact that I know the dance company and people in it doesn’t guarantee anything. For me this whole experience was really an eye-opening opportunity and it showed the reality of where we are at the moment as a dance company. It also raised questions about the future of the company: Where are we heading and should we re-think and re-plan our company’s conventions about how to arrange, produce and organize things? Does the current way we handle things work properly for us? I find these questions really important to deal with and, because of that, I will talk about these matters more deeply later in this journal.
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Facebook/TanssiBoxi

 Planning my project

 After the phone call to my friend I started to figure out the assignment for my creative practice module. I was balancing between two options; between film and live performance and I decided that it would be reasonable to make a short screen dance film based on site-specific dance because it could be the easiest and cheapest way for us to collaborate and to make something especially while I am studying in the United Kingdom.

I organized a skype meeting with the people who promised to be part of my project. In our first skype meeting, there were four dancers and me, but after that meeting there were only three dancers because one of the dancers decided to step aside due to lack of time. I appreciated her decision because it is important for me that you really commit when doing artistic work, especially when you are working in a small group. You cannot be partially in it. You have to show some kind of dedication and commitment. As far as I can see lack of dedication affects motivation and if you do not have that dedication it can also affect the people around you. It is also a question about trust and appreciation. Professionally speaking and from my own experiences you have to be prepared to handle and manage difficult things in a grown-up manner without mixing personal emotions too much into it. That kind of atmosphere accepts and appreciates individual decision-making and it is the basis of mutual trust.

During that skype meeting we also talked about the meaning behind our project and and about the topic of our project. We also discussed about our future plans we have for this project and about things we want to achieve with it. Before this skype meeting I had sent a task for dancers to think and to discuss about. The initial task was to think places and sites in our home city called Tampere Finland and to give some kind of explanation and a reason why they chose those places. I asked them to choose from two to four places and I also wanted to stay aside from decisions they made.

I found it really interesting to explore how different people are approaching site compared to my own way to see the full potential of site. For me site is more than a backdrop for movement. It leads my decision making and I really want to appreciate the terms and opportunities that site provides. For me site is a companion and a provider. It connects me to this society and enables me to assess and to rethink my own values and beliefs. It is a part of our history and it affects on us emotionally and we carry those emotions with us as a reminder about certain places through our life.

 Objectives

 After I had planned what I wanted to do I embarked to think about the objectives and the purpose of my project. I was thinking about questions such as what I want to achieve and why I am doing this. After brainstorming I came to a conclusion that I want to enhance my skills while working with ensemble. I want to learn to manage people and to do collaboration with different kind of people who share the same kind of ideas and values about dance and film making and also about life in general.

People with whom I work with do not need to share the same kind of methods to work because different kind of ways to approach movement enrich your own thinking and working. It also gives a chance to re-evaluate your own attitudes and deep-rooted habits. It is an opportunity to step out from your own comfort-zone. From my opinion, that is a key to make changes in your life and a chance to let those changes happen. For me art is part of life and a one way of living.

Outcome

The final outcome for my project was a screen dance film called Passage. It is a non-narrative story about different kind of passages we walk through our life. It is also a story about shared places and shared memories. It is a way to appreciate mundane environments and surroundings and it tries to find a connection between dancers and different places.

For me this whole process was a learning process that will continue in the future. I want to learn more about screen dance and about filming. I would like to know more about what it means to work behind the camera and what does it mean to combine the work behind the camera and in front of the camera. In the future I would like to learn more about cinematic storytelling. Learn more about my capability to combine movement and film.

 About site, space and environment

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Kalevankangas Cemetery, Mia Tiihonen 2016

In a book called Landscape of the now: a topography of movement improvisation author Kent De Spain argues in a chapter dealing with space and improvisation that you can improvise without music and partner but you can not do improvisation without space. He sees that space is a playing field and without which there is no game. On the one hand space determines and on the other hand it is determined by the improvisation which occurring within it. It stimulates, limits, locates, orientates and motivates (De Spain, K. 2014:108).

When thinking about my screen dance film in four different sites it was obvious that sites that were chosen mainly by dancers were affecting the way they approached movement. Especially because these sites were in Finland where sometimes weather conditions can be quiet challenging and harsh. In addition to those weather condition you have take into consideration that there might be snow and ice on the ground that makes it more challenging to move. Especially during winter and spring. You have to be aware about your surroundings and be careful when moving and improvising on icy and uneven ground. You have to assess those possible risks before hand and as a director you have to be aware that everything is possible particularly in an area that is public and reachable for ordinary people. The notion about the public nature of site (for example when I visit that cemetery in my home city in Finland) means that you have to appreciate other people visiting that site and the tranquil nature of that place. Also our conventional images how to behave on church yard was affecting how we approach that site through our movement and like Kent De Spain argues space determines the improvisation by providing physical and cultural boundaries for the practice and for the performance (De Spain, K. 2014:108).

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Kalevankangas Cemetery, Mia Tiihonen 2016

When talking about the physical space and about the cultural space De Spain talks about effects these two different spaces have on us. Physical space provides the space that either hinders or facilitates various kind of movement choices. It is the actual space where the movement happens whereas the cultural space frames and filters the improvisation with a history of spatial use and sets social rules which impacts on the viewers and participants. He also believes that you as a performer can transform the way how people see a certain space. He sees that only as a result of human actions and thoughts a “space” can become a “place” (De Spain, K. 2014: 108).

Three different sites

Observatory
Cemetery
Log floating tunnel

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Kalevankangas Cemetery, Tampereen Ursa, Mia Tiihonen 2016

In my first skype-meeting with my friend, one of the founders of TanssiBoxi Dance Theatre I set a task for my dancers. Initial task was to choose 2 to 4 sites from our home city called Tampere and to give a reason behind that decision. I avoided to lead the decision making as much as possible. It was interesting to see what kind of places they chose, but to get a deeper meaning behind their decision was extremely hard. They chose two places which were the observatory and the cemetery. The reason they gave to me was that those places have a possibility to see beautiful sceneries around them and I think that they also chose cemetery because they knew that I have used cemetery earlier as a site for my performance.The third place we filmed at was an old log floating tunnel that has used to transfer lumber from one lake to another in the past. My home city is between two lakes and sawmill workers used that tunnel to transfer wood to the nearby sawmill. In Finland sawmill workers transferred wood from forest to sawmills by using waters in the past. Nowadays this tunnel is open during summer for local pedestrians and for tourists to use. In order to use the tunnel I had to ask a permission to use that tunnel as a site for my film from our city council. I was lucky to have a chance to use that tunnel for free.

The reason why I chose this log floating tunnel was because I wanted to find some kind of connecting element between the cemetery and observatory. It represents a passage to those other places. It also represents hope and the idea about the light at the end of the tunnel. For me it was also a visual and an acoustic element and filming there was an extreme and memorable experience because of the weather and the wind that was blowing through that tunnel. There was also ice on the ground that made filming in there a little bit risky.

By using these places opened up new doors for me. Especially when filming at the observatory. I talked to the chairman of a local astronomical club called Tampereen Ursa and we agreed that it would be a good idea to show my screen dance film during autumn 2016 at the observatory during the public presentation their offer for local people. I find it as an opportunity to collaborate with this organisation and also as a chance to reach out new audiences for contemporary dance theatre.

Links for sites:
Kalevankangas-Cemetery
Tampere Observatory
Pispala log floating tunnel

 About choreography

 Improvisation

 For me improvisation has always been inspiring and I like the freedom it gives to you when you are creating movement. For me it enables to express myself, my feelings and thoughts and it also gives an opportunity to explore movement possibilities. It is like an adventure or an expedition. I like the surprising nature of it and it keeps astonishing me constantly. It is like a way to breath for me and a way to be more open to my surroundings. It helps me to be more present and aware in this particular moment.

The choreography in my film was based on improvisation. I found improvisation as an appropriate tool to work with choreography and to create movement, especially in my case where all the dancers were in Finland and I was studying in England. So it was a convenient way for me to handle and to organize things connected to make choreography. Although I faced some difficulties concerning the motivation of my dancers and how to manage things when you are far away from others; how to be supportive and encourage people who are not familiar with improvisation and who find improvisation difficult and challenging for themselves.

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Kalevankangas Cemetery, Mia Tiihonen 2016

What is good? What is not good?

When we are talking about improvisation we can not ignore the question about what is good and what is not good? How we to evaluate improvisation and what are the values behind the evaluation we make about improvisation as a member of audience or as a performer. For me the question about what is good depends on many different kind of factors. It is about values and also about acceptance for me. It is not about the virtuosity of performer. For me it is more about engagement to the moment and presence.

In a book called Landscape of the now- A Topography of Movement Improvisation, author Kent De Spain discuss about how you assess your own improvising and what kind of effect it has for your working process. By interviewing postmodern movement improvisation practitioners such as Anna Halprin, Barbara Dilley, Lisa Nelson, Nancy Stark-Smith, Ruth Zaporah and Steve Paxton, he sees that for many of these practitioners what is good is an improvisation free of thoughts about what is good. De Spain finds out that when these practitioners talk about the way they assess the success of their movement improvisation, almost no one mentions movement (De Spain, K. 2014: 73-74).

One way to define what is good is that some of these practitioners are seeking a certain kind of audience feedback or response to know was the performance successful for them. And for example for Barbara Dilley the quality of what audience chose to say to her, was a good thing. She wants to direct performance so that the audience has a chance to feel included part of her performance by letting them to hear what kind of directions Dilley gives to performers. And by responding those directions her ensemble gives audience a deeper feeling of integration (De Spain, K. 2014:74).

When there are no live audience to assess my process or to give feedback after performance it was hard to say what was “good” or what was “not good” after my film session with my dancers. I think that it was a shame that we didn’t share or discuss about those emotions, feelings and ideas that emerged during and after every improvisation session we had. Realising that afterwards was a learning point for me and I was thinking that I would like to get some feedback from my dancers by asking their experiences and thoughts about the whole process itself. It could be reasonable to get a second opinion to build up my own professional expertise and know-how.

De Spain also emphasises the relativity of the idea of good. He highlights the questions as for whom it is good and when it is good. In an interview with Nancy Stark Smith shows that the question about what is “good” has something to do with values. Stark Smith sees the question about what it “good” as an almost intuitive and at times conscious evaluation of proportion of things (De Spain, K. 2014:75).

When we are talking about personal and shared values we can see that there is a difference between those two. What is valuable and “good” for me is not necessarily valuable and “good” for somebody else and I think that this applies especially to ensemble work. When working with a group of people you have to consider and realize that you have to deal with different kind of personalities and people with different kind of values and with different kind of world views.

In the final paragraph in a chapter called “What is good?” De Spain argues that it is too easy to get caught up in the question, “What is bad?”. To find clarity and inspiration he prefers to seek light. He encourages you to follow your bliss and to trust in the process by turning off the critic, investing now and letting the rest take care of itself (De Spain, K. 2014:80).

For me as an artist it is sometimes hard to avoid to be too critical for myself and I am always fighting against self criticism and being too harsh for myself. I think that I should find a way to avoid it because it blocks my creativity. I should give myself a permission to fail and a permission not to be afraid of failing. Letting myself engage with the moment and to enjoy about the opportunity to experience and to explore without being too judgemental. I am doing this for myself and I do not need to please anybody else except myself.

Interview with Kent De Spain:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cOdm0Tn3cIM

Collaboration

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Kalevankangas Cemetery, Mia Tiihonen 2016

In a book called The Collaborative habit-life lessons for working together, author and choreographer Twyla Tharp defines collaboration as people working together sometimes by choice or sometimes without no choice. She sees that through collaboration members of a group can achieve more than those highly talented members of a group can achieve on their own (Tharp, T. 2009: 4). This simplification defines collaboration well. Although this interpretation is simple but it specifies this notion about what it means to co-operate with others. It also shows how meaningful, supportive and rewarding it can be. Tharp also finds that collaboration is a buzzword of our millennium and for example when we are talking about learning environments she argues that children learn by working together to solve problems nowadays. Tharp sees that it is a way to solve problems faster and without categorizing who is a winner or a looser.

When thinking about my project I can’t avoid to deal with a words such as collaboration and team work. For me collaboration is an essential and a huge part of my work as a freelance artist, because it provides me an opportunity to do my work. Even when you are working with a solo project which means that you are the only performer on stage or on site. Especially when you are working and performing on a studio or on a theatre space it means that you need other practitioners around you doing the work such as managing technical stuff on stage, doing props and clothing, promoting and marketing, selling tickets, providing place to perform and even somebody to unlock and lock the door of a certain rehearsal and performing place. You are never alone. Although in some cases I have been the only one who promotes, does marketing and sometimes sells tickets in advance.

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Kalevankangas Cemetery, Mia Tiihonen 2016

Doing everything by yourself can turn against you because it is exhausting and time taking. Working alone takes time away from the actual creative process which is an essential part of my work as a performer and as a choreographer. I also find that sharing ideas, experiences and insights is more fruitful than working all alone. I consider multidisciplinary collaboration important when talking about me as an artist. It is my way of doing and seeing things.

For me collaboration means that you have to find a consensus between different ways of seeing and feeling things and between people. Co-operation needs an ability to listen and to understand others. It is not a way to feed others with your own ideas. It is like finding a shared way to breath by supporting and encouraging each other without judging.

 About the change behind collaboration

¨It is not the strongest species that survives, nor the most intelligent, it is the one that is most adaptable to change. ¨ Charles Darwin 1859

Tharp also talks about change that collaboration makes. She sees that interchange is a root of any collaboration and nothing drives change more than a new partnership. She also finds that collaboration with others guarantees change because it helps us to adapt the reality of our partners and accept the ways that they are not like us. Acknowledging these differences is important and the more we can draw upon our partner’s strengths the better the partnership will be (Tharp, T. 2009: 36).

I agree when Tharp talks about this change that collaboration makes. Exchanging ideas and views gives you a view that is viewed by a second eye. It helps you to realize that there might be different kind of ways to see things and at best it can help you to solve issues and difficulties that occur during your creative process. It keeps you going and it is a way to assess your own ideas and values from a different perspective. It also gives you a chance to refresh your own personal mind set and to give up those die-hard habits that you have used to grab in the moment of creative desperation. It is a way to learn tolerance, compassion and acceptance. After all collaboration is a huge chance and also an opportunity for myself. It is a time for learning and sharing with a manner that gives everyone a possibility to say openly their opinion without judging the person behind the opinion.

Interacting and collaborating with friends

I was mainly working with peer colleagues and with people I already know from those previous projects I have been dancing in my past. People in my project are mainly freelancer dancers around my home city in Finland. We are also members of two different dance companies called TanssiBoxi Dance Theatre and Trashcan Collective. I had already a some kind of notion that what it means to work with these people. I thought that it would be easy for me but actually I found it really challenging for me when thinking about my own ability of managing other people and especially managing professional performers. Like choreographer Twyla Tharp says you put your relationship with your friends at risk when collaborating with your friends because usually true relationship is something that you want to protect (Tharp, T. 2009: 114).

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Kalevankangas Cemetery, Mia Tiihonen 2016

When Tharp talks about her relationship with a movie director Milos Forman, who finally became a friend of Tharp, she brings up that it is important how you speak to those people you are working with because it is a way to motivate people to do their best. She also says that if you feel your anger rising it is better to retreat than raising your voice to your co-workers. She mentions that you should also learn to listen others and their suggestions and ideas. Finally, she emphasizes that you should never underestimate the power of saying “thank you” (Tharp, T. 2009: 119-120).

When talking about the collaboration with friends Tharp also mentions his work with her friend and colleague Jerome Robbins. By working with him she learned that when working with close friends and peer colleagues you have to be clear about boundaries, you have to have a sense of humour which allows you to be serious when needed and the most important thing she learned was that there is no ownership in successful collaboration when we are talking about the creative material created together (Tharp, T. 2009: 126-127).

These two different occasions mentioned above by Tharp give you an idea about how to deal with other people in situations where the actual collaboration happens. I think that these guidelines are helpful and teach you to look things from other perspective, outside from your inner self. It helps you to set yourself into a position of another person. One thing I want add to this list introduced by Tharp is a capability to laugh at yourself. Not taking yourself too seriously and a capability and also an ability to learn from your mistakes. Giving your self a permission to make mistakes and also a permission to let go of things. This also applies for working with people you already know and who might also be your friends.

This next quotation by Tharp summarise the essential core and the spirit of collaboration. It inspires and guides me to dive deeper under the surface of collaboration:

Our lives are performances-each of us starring in a play we come to know as our own. Essence isn’t just who you are. It’s who you are with other people. In the end, all collaborations are love stories. (Tharp, T. 2009: 143)

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Kalevankangas Cemetery, Mia Tiihonen 2016

Bibliography

De Spain, K. (2014) Landscape of the now: a topography of movement improvisation. New York: Oxford University Press.

Tharp, T. (2009) The Collaborative Habit: Life Lessons for working together. New York: Simon & Schuster.

YouTube.com (2014) ‪The Landscape of NOW: Interview with Kent De Spain [Online] Available from: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cOdm0Tn3cIM [Accessed 1 May 2016]

TanssiBoxi ry.(2016) ‪TanssiBoxi [Online] Available from: http://ewhweb1.webhotelli.fi/~tanssibo/index.php?option=com_frontpage&Itemid=1 [Accessed 14 February 2016]

Facebook.com (2016) ‪TanssiBoxi  [Online] Available from: https://www.facebook.com/groups/134305679938556/members/ [Accessed 14 February 2016]

Wikimapia.org, Kalevankangas Cemetery [Online] Available from: http://wikimapia.org/7769642/Kalevankangas-Cemetery [Accessed 18 March 2016]

tampereenursa.fi (2016) ‪Tampereen Ursa ry [Online] Available from: http://www.tampereenursa.fi/?page=372 [Accessed 18 March 2016]

virtualtampere.com (2016) ‪Pispala log floating tunnel  [Online] Available from: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cOdm0Tn3cIM [Accessed 18 March 2016]

 

Moving through

Creative Practice I

November 2015

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Tiihonen, Mia. (2015) Eastern Finland

Starting point

‘Ideas are like fish. If you want to catch little wish you can stay in the shallow water. But if you want to catch the big fish, you’ve got to go deeper. Down deep the fish are purer. They’re huge and abstract. And they’re very beautiful.’
(David Lynch, 2007)

‘My eternal plan is always to make a film that a Chinese lady from the countryside can understand without subtitles.’
(Aki Kaurismäki)

These two quotes are from two of my favourite directors David Lynch and Aki Kaurismäki. I have always admired they artistic work, their attitude towards directing, the elements of black humour used in their films and the visuality of their films. David Lynch is an American director who is better known from his surrealist films and he has developed a unique cinematic style which contains surreal and also violent elements that might offend or mystify audiences (Wikipedia, 2015) whereas Aki Kaurismäki, a Finn director who has been influenced by the French directors such as Jean-Pierre Melville and Robert Bresson. He has a humorous side in his films that introduces his personal ‘emotionless’ style and the dialogue is famously laconic in his films. Events in his films are usually shown in a plain manner and characters are usually left alone facing the consequences (Wikipedia, 2015).
Both of these directors have always inspired me as an artist and I really like the way they approach their work. They both believe in what they are doing and they do not make any compromises in order to get more viewers or to please critics. These two quotes really caught my eye when I browsed the internet to find quotes from both of these directors. These quotes give me a direction where to turn my attention to as an artist. They are encouraging me to be daring and to believe in my own vision. I am doing art for myself and to make my vision visible for others to see my perspective about life. For me art is a functional part of every day life. It reflects and interprets the life around me.

Wikipedia (2001) David Lynch [Online] Available from: [Accessed 15 November 2015]

Wikipedia (2001) Aki Kaurismäki [Online] Available from: [Accessed 15 November 2015]

My aims and objectives
  • To broaden my awareness about my self
  • To find a connection between me and my personal history
  • To reflect or mirror my own identity trough different stages of my life such as childhood, adulthood and the future
  • To find ways to connect the story behind my life and the site in order to tell a story about my journey that helped me to become me
  • To connect me with my roots
  • To strengthen the bond between the past, the present and the future
  • To find out what identity tells about me as a person and as an artist. Does the identity change during my life time?

What? Why? How?

These are the questions I will keep in my mind during this journey to my own roots and into my inner self and identity. Who am I? Where am I heading to? What kind of passages I have been going trough in my life and how different phases of life have been affecting on me? What kind of decisions I have made during my life to become a person I am now? How powerful is my cultural background and and how does it reflect my work as an artist? How would I define myself?

Nature/ My relationship with nature

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Tiihonen, M. (2015) Rudloe

Nature was a huge part of my childhood because I was brought up in a rural side of our country (Finland). My childhood home was nearby the fields and as a child I tend to play with my mates in those fields although it was prohibited to play there. It was exiting place and we usually played ‘hide and seek’ there.
It was a way to test your personal limits. We knew that is was prohibited and we were testing how far we can go before our parents will say something about that matter. It was a way to build up your own personal boundaries. I still can remember that feeling and also the sight, the colour, the smell and the sound of that particular field where we were playing.

I spend almost eighteen years of my life living in a countryside. So nature was a huge part of my life until I was twenty years old and I moved into city because of my professional studies to become a dance teacher. For me, like for many others during that particular time, it was a big deal to move a way from your parents’ house to live on your own in a big city. I was so fascinated by the clamour of the city. I was more interested about relationships, making friends and to find my place in this society. In terms of seeking approval or acknowledgement from other people to be me. I almost felt that I lost my connection with the nature and with my roots during that time.
Even tough that period of life was all about me and about becoming an adult I never forgot my roots and my childhood memories about nature. Those memories were in my head although I was putting them aside for a while. My subconscious side was still working with those matters and it appeared on a way I was approaching movement and dance.

In a book Anna Halprin, which introduces the work of an American postmodern dance pioneer Anna Halprin, authors Libby Worth and Helen Poynor when talking about human’s relationship to nature argue that Halprin believes that urban and technological lifestyle has obscured our relationship to nature. One intension of her work is to re-establish a sense of relatedness to the nature. She says that there is a close and ancient connection between humans and the natural environment. She also says that we have become separated from this relationship and we suffer a spiritual loss because of this. She believes that reconnecting to nature will lend us a vocabulary for art and for our lives and that it will move us towards a deeper understanding of the sanctity of the earth and our place upon it. (Poynor, H. and Worth, L. 2004: 86)

I remember when a friend of mine who was studying dance to become a dance professional with me said: ’can’t see the forest for the trees’. I was so confused and overwhelmed about what my friend said, but later I understood the meaning behind those words. In that point of my life I was only focusing on the details and I was failing to see the overall view of life. That idiom is about that if you look at things one at the time, you might not realize that a branches of separate trees go together to make a forest. And when you are too close to certain situation you need to step back to get a wider perspective about what is happening around you. I have to see the overall picture of my life. It is not only about details. It is more about the whole entity of my life.

When I started my creative process which was about searching my identity through site-specific dance and through film making I took few steps backwards to see the bigger picture of my process. I asked a question; How is my work linked in other practitioner’s work? What is the meaning of my process? Is this relevant what I’m doing? I didn’t just want to show a collage of beautiful pictures and I didn’t want to give exact answers to anything. It was my interpretation about my life and about the journey I have been going through  as a person. In my film Id. I tell my life story to the sea and I would like to give a chance for the audience to make their own interpretation. It would be nice to know what kind of images will emerge from my film. Does the message of my film reach the audience and how much those images differ from my own images?

Worth L. and Poynor H. (2004) Anna Halprin. Oxon: Routledge.

December 2015

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Tiihonen, M. (2015) Rudloe

What is identity? What is my identity? How do I see myself?         

Before I can go further to explore my own identity I have to define the word identity for myself. At this point I will refer to a book ‘Social Identities across the Life Course’, written by Jenny Hockey and Allison James, which brings together sociological, anthropological and social policy perspectives on the life course with a view to developing the conceptual rigor of the term. This book links traditional sociological and anthropological concerns with more recent postmodern debates centred on the self, identity and time. It also integrates theoretical debates about childhood, youth and middle age (Hockey, J. and James, A. 2003).

Hockey and James are saying that gender and ‘race’ shape people’s identities as well does the aging process. They also believe that aging impacts very powerfully on the way we see ourselves and on the way how other people see us. They argue that aging has become one of the key bases for the production of social identity and it acts as a way to classify and order the passing of time in an individual’s life. (Hockey, J. and James, A. 2003:3)

Identity is an individual and also a social process that is unstable, continuing, dynamic and it is exposed to influences coming out of our society and environment. Identity is connected to one’s life course. And like Hockey and James state, age implies social and moral obligations. People who step outside the expectations of their age become newsworthy. Age has therefore a powerful effect on what is expected of us and what is refused us and age is a very central feature of our social identity. (Hockey, J. and James, A. 2003:3-4)

When I started my creative film process I was thinking of my identity and the outcome was the definition for me being a Scandinavian, aging, female artist. That particular definition was coming outside of me instead of coming inside of me and those words were obvious and shallow ones for me. When I made this definition I was putting myself aside. I was seeing myself trough somebody else’s eyes. That was a starting point of my journey into my innermost. I found that there must be an other way to define myself. Other ways to describe who I really am and other ways to dug deeper into my identity. I believe that I am much more than those words above describing me as a human being. I am woman who have his personal history behind her and every turn in my life have moulded my perception of life, my thoughts and my personality. I have travelled through the time and I wouldn’t be me if I hadn’t go trough different phases of my life.

My practice

Project: Id.
A short screen dance film about past, present and future. A Speechless story and dialogue between me and the sea. Where I come from and where am I heading to.

Before I introduce my creative process I would like to refer to the practitioner and one of the pioneers of postmodern dance called Anna Halprin. In a screen dance film called Embracing Earth-Dances with nature, she describes her relationship with nature. In this film she also explains how the nature impact on her as an artist and as a person. She says:

“We dance with the earth. Earth dances.”

“My body does not inhabit nature.
Nature Inhabits me.
 Rock. Bone. Blood. Sea:
 The Shapes of nature shape me.
Hold me. Marry me.
I danced with eternal in nature.
 Each step takes me closer to myself.”

(Halprin,1995)

This quote summons up the idea how Halprin approaches nature space. It reveals the values and the ideas behind her work. It also shows her respectful attitude towards nature. In a book about Anna Halprin’s work as an artist, authors Libby Worth and Helen Poynor are explaining the nature of Halprin’s work by saying that Halprin gives the emphasis on process in her creative work. It is the process of nature that interests Halprin providing inspiration for her dance scores. She sees her work as reflective of the natural world and does not attempt to represent its forms either literally or symbolically (Worth, L. and Poynor, H. 2004: 87-89).

When I started my creative process or exploration I thought that it would be a good idea to find sites or environments for my filming that represent or reflect different stages of my life. I chose four different sites. One of them was in the field near the city of Corsham (UK), the other one was the park in a town of Box near Corsham.  Two of them were in Finland on a beach called Yyteri in the city of Pori and the last site was a rocky seashore called Kallo in the island and the village called Reposaari near by the city of Pori.
The field presented my childhood, the park reminded me about my young adulthood and those two beaches in Finland presented the present and the future. I filmed in every location but finally I decided to use only the material I filmed in Yyteri and Kallo, because I found that it was hard to combine and to find connection between those four sites. I wanted to tell something about me and my identity. I wanted to reveal the person behind me by showing the country I am coming from. It was also an exploration or an expedition to my inner-self. It was a way for me to communicate or interact with the environment.

The very beginning of my exploration or a journey was a bit difficult because I didn’t know where to start. In a way I was horrified to take that first step towards that unknown path I was heading. In generally I believe that the hardest part to start something new is the beginning and to find that courage to take that first step towards your aspiration. You have to trust yourself. Hope that the path you are following is the right one and convenient one for you. You have to believe in your intuition. Every step you take counts. You may take false steps and get lost and if you do so you can always start again or take few steps backwards. It is a part of your learning process. You have to be patient and keep your mind open. You have to give yourself a permission to be unsuccessful. You have to deal with the feeling of being insecure. Accept the idea of being unsure about decisions you have made.

Using camera as tool to explore dance and movement and editing that movement material later was a new thing for me. First I was questioning myself and my abilities to manage this unfamiliar and novel situation. I was putting myself in a position where I have to step out of my comfort zone. I had to challenge myself as a practitioner and as an artist although it involved inconvenient emotions and a bit of uncertainty. I had to give myself a permission to make mistakes and fails. I found out after my filming that the quality of my filming in Corsham and in Box wasn’t that good compared to those film shooting sessions I had in Finland. So finally I made my film so that I am only showing these two locations in Finland in my film called Id.

Worth L. and Poynor H. (2004) Anna Halprin. Oxon: Routledge.

Embracing Earth-Dances with nature (1995) [DVD] California: Open eye pictures.

January 2016

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Tiihonen, M. (2015) Rudloe

I did my filming in Corsham and in Box during November 2015. In Finland I filmed on 13th December 2015. Here in England I filmed a lot of material with my peer MA student Zhou and I think that I will use that material later to explore more about what it means to work in a different kind of environments.

After filming I did my editing during January 2016. I was using application called Premier Pro CC which was a new application to me. I spend many hours doing my editing and for me the hole process was a learning process. Like I said earlier I was really stepping out from my comfort zone. At this point, when the film is almost ready, I have to say that it was a meaningful step for me. It taught me how to accept the uncomfortable feelings and how to accept the fact that if I want to go forward as an artist I have to take that step towards those things that might seem unfamiliar and frightening at first.

In the future I would like to concentrate on learning more about screen dance, about filming, about site-specific dance and about the connection between movement and film. I will like to continue my journey as an artist and I would like ’to go deeper’ into deep waters to see what is underneath the surface. I would also like to learn more about how to represent my artistic work in away that it makes it easier for the audience to understand my work and to interpret images and thoughts emerging from my work across the boarders. I want to clarify my own insights and thoughts about art and dance to clarify my own artistic voice.

In the end I want to show five links on Vimeo to show what kind of works from other practitioners I watched during my creative process. I find these films extremely fascinating and I show these films because I liked the idea of how these two young artists Jenny Birger and Zena Bibler are using different environments in their work. I also wanted to learn more about filming and about a way these two artist approach their work.

https://vimeo.com/116510964

https://vimeo.com/61052350

https://vimeo.com/70690562

https://vimeo.com/24367374

https://vimeo.com/112911049

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